What it looks like from the inside
Not everyone gets flashbacks. For a lot of veterans it's quieter and more corrosive than what's shown on television.
- —Scanning rooms, exits and vehicles without deciding to
- —Sleep that breaks at 0300, or nightmares you don't discuss
- —Startle response that embarrasses you in public
- —Emotional flatness — nothing lands, good or bad
- —Avoiding crowds, fireworks, hospitals, certain smells
- —Concentration and memory that used to be sharp
- —Alcohol, cannabis or speed used as a switch-off
- —Intrusive images that arrive uninvited in ordinary moments